Delusion

I live in a state of delusion and it was confirmed today. I had the day off from work and here is how I thought it would go......

• Wake up and Run
• Send the kids to school and have a very happy morning
• Spend the next 2 hours catching up on email, laundry and a few household chores
• Doctors appointment
• Go to my sister's and make Christmas gifts
• Go to my son's basketball game
• Have a nice dinner with my kids before sending the older ones off to YM/YW
• Enjoy a little bit of time with my two younger kids

Pretty much I am delusional because none of went that way at all, here is the reality........

• Woke up - did not run. My entire body ached and I was exhausted, poor Paula is very patient to still be my running friend
• Got the kids off to school but they were LATE!!! Of all the days! They are never late, but today they were - BAD MOM!
• Next 1.5 hrs (lost time, see above) sat and did email and did a little bit of picking up. Camdyn did this.....

and this....

• Doctors appointment, not liked planned at all. Having a few tests done and because I "failed" a previous test I got to have some others. Had some complications and got to spend an additional 30 min in the stirrups waiting for everything to take care of itself before I could leave. Pretty much MORTIFYING!
• Arrived at Andee's 1.5 hours late and she was very nice and helped me make a few gifts, but had to leave quickly because I had to get to Jake's basketball game.
• Went to Jake's basketball game and spent the next 2 hours listening to Camdyn repeat the following: "I am hungry!" "I need to go to the bathroom" I gave her all my emergency food from my purse and took her to the bathroom, but she still repeated her mantra for 2 hours
• Got home and had dinner with the kiddos and broke up fights and arguments and begged and pleaded for them to pick up after themselves.

Now the younger kids are doing homework and watching TV and I am trying to go back to my state of delusion because I have had enough reality for one day.